Do you ever feel like you're shouting into the wind. There are hundreds of people looking at you but they can't hear a word you're saying because the wind is swallowing your words. The problem is nobody makes any effort to tell you they can't hear you. There is no engagement just silence. You're standing there screaming, thinking "why are you ignoring me?""why does nobody care?" And all the while they're just staring into the distance wondering why this crazy person is making shapes with their mouth when there is no sound coming out.
You can shout louder but the wind just picks up, then the rain starts and you think "oh well what's the point in straining my voice in the wind and rain if nobody is listening?...I'll just shut up now".
I definitely feel like this sometimes, almost as if the whole world is moving on around you and you're stood there shouting into the wind, and I hope this passes soon for you too. Sending positive vibes to you! - Tasha
ReplyDeleteI think it's such a horrible feeling BUT I think realising that you are feeling this way is a good sign, at least for me. Thanks for reading, and reminding me I'm not alone in this. Hugs to you xx
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